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I Want You to Find Happiness and Never Come Back

by Foxchildren

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Boy Culture 05:07
the porn the light in darkness that we thought wed never find the devil the devil he is touching me tonight hes coming hes coming telling me to close my eyes that its better hes inside oh baby this is right and everybody has a secret that they wanna show youre being really secretive im taking off your clothes wont you kiss the devil? hes a pretty little thing i kissed him once before it made my heart skip a beat ooh (and your mother says) that we're sinning all our lives away... your winter's blue and summer's hot but have you ever seen what the devils got wont you take them bad vibes, take em away and save em for your rainy days dont forget to close the door on your way out ill misbehave youre taking me for granted baby take me all the way i never used a soul before i never used to be but once you taste the blood youll have the red upon your teeth hunger is a game you wanna play you gotta show youre being really secretive im taking off your clothes wont you kiss the devil? hes a decent friend of mine i kissed him once before he looked me straight dead in the eye "you are my only wonder, amd my only friend"
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from the upcoming album "I Want You To Find Happiness and Never Come Back" "Freedom" MUSIC VIDEO http://youtu.be/p8mpEoXIc3U And I've been going down my ways, Lost my heart sometime today And all my friends want freedom. I'll let the music play If you take my heart away And all my friends want freedom. Fight you through the storm, I breathe you in My freedom always wins You cast aside and I'll cast aside It's no use, I can take what your mother gave to me It's alright, it's alright And everybody sings about their heartbreak memories It's alright, it's alright Love is like a war but it's just a flame My freedom came to save me You stop the war and it's just a game Be my heart and be my soul Be my lover, be my bones Be the lungs inside, I'll breathe you out now Be my lover, be my friend Tell me this will never end 'Cause all I want is freedom. Drink all day, we get so high My love is strong, my love is right Our freedom carries on until the night.
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(BLACK//BRIGHT//SNOW//WHITE) (CHEAP//THRILLS//LOVE//KILLS) This was the grunge that you were looking for, but not what you were hoping for, baby baby close your eyes And I'm a poet, I'm a loser from the 90's. I will sing Bikini Kill until the day I die. I'm just a stereo, a kid who blares the radio. I hate the world and everybody hates me too. There's nothing better than some Sonic Youth and heroin adventures in the middle of the night with you. So touch and pick me up, we can drive all night. The music, it brings us and stains our eyes so much Don't give up with your stakes held high You're brave for me, stay here with me tonight. (BLACK//BRIGHT//PURE//WHITE) (LIVE//YOUNG//DIE//FUN) I'm just a rebel kid, I'm dancing with the Devil in the Dirty Boots and Cigarettes I call my own There's people sleeping on the floor, I must be dreaming How the hell am I still breathing? I was so damn blown I love her, I love like a child loves his mother. I'm coming down, I'm coming off (so slowly save me) Hit me with a needle, baby (Save me! Save me!) 10, 20, 30, 40 Tell me that you wanna scold me Tell me that a-dore me Tell me that you're famous for me Tell me that you're gonna score me Tell me that you gotta show me Time for turning over and over Time for Four Leaf Clover
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You said take the violin that you hang on your wall Stick it under your bed before it crumbles and falls Just dont open your eyes before counting to ten I can hardly remember, just the smell of your hands As they danced on my body, running over my pores With the force of a steering wheel crushing my bones I said you smell like the devil but you feel like the lord When I think of perfection you know I’m thinking of your Voice when you tell me you don't call him your baby Because that was the name that you rightfully gave me And its foolish to share with someone else And my heart goes bum bum bum bum bum But you admit that you’re lonely, you’re as cold as a statue Pleading ‘fuck me’ on the marble that was used to create you I cant stand that you’re talking when you shouldn't be living I didn't dodge all your bullets I just denied that they hit me So when my body is bleeding I wont admit that this hurts Because admitting isn’t fixing so then what is it worth So to say you’re unhappy is like saying you’re sorry It's nothing that I care to hear So now the tears in your jeans are the holes in your armor You’re the thoughts that I feared, you’re the mountain I’ve conquered If I told you I loved you would you reach out and touch me You taste like the ocean and your body’s disgusting The only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night The only reason you speak is to tell me I’m fine The only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night The only reason you speak is to state that you’re mine And my heart goes bum bum bum bum bum
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Disconnect 04:26
You’re taking pictures of the past And it will never ever last Cause it will never ever be like the future (I still remember your name) I’m disconnected and dazed My body does what I say But it’ll never ever be like when you were So paranoid and afraid, we had it totally made By the time you’re done obsessing over All the little things you should have done When we were younger, you’re just bloody and cold Just give your mind to the disease They’ll tell you what you want to be They’ll tell you who you want to please Then you’re just muscle and bone Forgive me, father I am tired of being your hero We can’t afford to be hated But we love to make mistakes Are we the only ones? My soul is hungry for a world it’s never seen before My hunger thirsts for water, take me to the ocean shore We’re disconnected souls to disconnected bodies we hate We learn to love and give, but give too late (But I’ll give you everything if you’re the one)
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I was always scared of you and I was always dead And I never looked behind but then I never looked ahead I found God Hiding in the corners of my mind He was hiding with the devil Hiding with a dirty mind Trying to fix a broken soul too broken to betray All the people that you love All the people that you saved If i give you any more of me I'm lying to myself But you never have to worry cause you'll never go to hell I was cold, jealous, I was angry with the world Drinking all the fucking time just to forget about the girl I didn't love her but her name was written in my lungs I'll do anything just give me back the days of how it was (I'm drinking) and I'm drinking all the time Every thought that I remember, every kiss was just a lie The Jesus that I know was just a Jesus that I cried to Every single night when all I got were your goodbyes I never had the words I never had the soul I never had the fucking heart I need to let it go But every time I sleep, I dream about the one who got away Now I'm dreaming 'bout the things I never got to say Tell me that you love me Tell me that you always cared All the times I was around And even when I wasn't there I was never like a father You were always like a friend Now I cant believe it's over It's never over 'til it ends I never knew I was like this I never knew you was like this I never knew it'd be like this I never thought it'd be like this I always thought you'd be my friend Now God is callin' me to something So different I cannot pretend I'm not preaching, I'm just speaking.
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She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak I've been locked inside your heart shaped box for weeks I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black Hey Wait I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Meat eating orchids, forgive no one just yet Cut myself on angel hair and baby's breath Broken hymen of Your Higness I'm left black Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back Hey Wait I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice
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Official Music Video: http://youtu.be/SkBIoZMMqeE (KNOCK THAT WALL RIGHT OFF THE DRYWALL) Oh my God it's so hot in here! I can't believe that you left. I can't believe that you left! Don't go breakin' my heart now! We can't love if you don't live So come on baby push and I'll give you Anything that you desire Pull me closer, take me higher! We can't love if you can't live right now! Oh my baby you're gone now!
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Tell me a story about your friend. He was your lover, he was your lover But oh my God he's so depressing, He loathes himself and he's so obsessed I cannot be your comfort pillow anymore. And I wonder why he cuts out all his eyes In the pictures he took last night, It was an empty and hollow night But oh my God he's so depressing He loathes himself and he's so obsessed I wish I couldn't be here for you anymore. And Id empty your soul In the daytime, and in the daytime you'd go. The reason he cuts his eyes Is so the demons stay away at night. And I wonder how he feels when you talk about the way he treats you And the way he loves you, the way he loves you, the way he loves you, The way he knows you and the way he shows you, The way he hits you and the way he beats you The way he cheats you and the way he goes And I know that he is not your friend. And I know that he is not your man. And I know that you never asked for this. And I know that you never wanted this. And I don't want a thing from you...
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Unreleased improvised track from my old band (Elly Kedward Band) featuring Adrian Flores on acoustic guitar I am tied, I am tied to it. I will reject the knot around my waist, Anything but the truth (We are People) Defeat is a big creature than we all assumed. (I refuse to drop the anchor now.) We have seen what you haven’t seen before Things are People, things are people, things are here (I refuse to drop the anchor now.) I refuse to die. Things are people, things are people, things are here. (I refuse to drop the anchor now.) I will show Defeat who I am, even though you are bigger, stronger, oh so stronger than me (I refuse to drop the anchor now.) I refuse to go. Even if it kills me now, who is stronger now? (I refuse to drop the anchor now.) Every breath I take, every move I make (I refuse to drop the anchor now.) Every move I take, every breath I fucking take (I refuse to drop the anchor now.) Things are people, things are here. (I refuse to drop the anchor now…)

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All songs written and performed by Foxchildren
"My Heart Goes Bum Bum Bum" originally written/performed by Flatsound
"Heart Shaped Box" originally written/performed by Nirvana
Recorded at The Phoenix Apartments by Victor Enrique Perez (Phoenix, AZ)
"Freedom", "My Heart Goes Bum Bum Bum", "We Can't Love if You Can't Live!" Recorded and Engineered by Kenny Mitchell in Tempe, AZ (August 2012 - February 2013)
"Things are People" Recorded at The ORIM/The Lighthouse in West Phoenix, AZ (March 2011)

Thank you:
Alejandra Perez, Sally Ann Jimenez, Nikki Lopez, Kenny Mitchell, Robert Raya, Kyle Gannon, Nattiauna Tsosie, Cody Edmison, JRC and Trunk Space, River Jones, Carla Ovalle, Maria Renderos, Marilyn June, YabYum Music AZ, and anyone and everyone who has taken the time to come out to a FC show. This project would be nothing without you guys.

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released August 30, 2013

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